The Ugly Truth

Here I am facing reality once again.. I thought i was in love I still feel so..

I've made many mistakes.. this certainly isn't one of them..

I've never done anything wrong to anyone.. Don't mean to hurt anyones feelings despite how much they hurt mine..

But sometimes people are are blinded by the things that happen to them and have no faith in anything.. I pity such people who are innately pure in heart.. But i guess people are influenced alot by the things they experience.. Ahh but its a choice they make.. who am i to correct their path and faith? The question remains unanswered..

I wish people could see the ugly truth about others.. even family can be very shrewd at times..

The truth is you wont believe that even your own little sister can be manipulating you.. taking you for granted and making use of the circumstances you grow up as an excuse to blind you.. and yes you are blind.. blind as a bat.. so much so that the love you have for your so called family has made you foolish enough to continue to prioritize them over all the true friends and loved ones who care so much about you, more than anything else..

What i really don't understand is.. why do you forget all the good things people have done to you and only remember the bad things that fate took its best out of..

I suggest you think twice about your life and re-look at all the things that has happened to you.. the people you've met.. the good things that they've done.. the bad things they've done.. how many have really gone out of their way to help you in your tough times.. does your family really care about you no matter what.. who are your true friends.. are your brothers and sisters with you the same way you are when they need you..

I'm not perfect.. neither is anyone else.. but my heart is pure and my love is true... I care for those who i love more than anything else in the world.. i wish people could see that..

I have good friends.. I don't like to make new ones.. I have a great future.. I don't like others ruining it for me..

They say there is no harm in telling a thousand lies to do something really good.. I didn't lie.. just didn't admit the truth.. but i really wanted to confess and spit it all out to you.. Never meant to hide the truth or my real feelings for you.. But you never gave me a chance.. I even told you that i need to tell you the truth about something.. it was high time.. but guess you had other priorities..

If you really feel the same way for me.. please knock on my door.. because its open for you.. Don't hurt your true friends.. they only want what is best for you.. try to understand this..

This is "the ugly truth".. face it.. I think its high time..