Cons of wedded life!

Ahh so it has happened.. The mandatory mistake every man has to make to prove himself worthy of society and be part of it by finding someone to love and then to get married to.. 

Well what can i say it has it's bloody cons alright..  Life as you knew it has ended.. To me it is a very tough task altogether.. Actually I never really saw myself being married in the first place.. But here I am 1 month down after marriage and sleepless in bed. Unable to really entertain myself coz the rest of the house including the wife is asleep. 

This is all to much to apprehend as I always had a perfect set up to fall asleep. Watch tv series online, play a game or even have a smoke and then just doze away.. But none of it is absolutely possible: 

Life sucks and shit just keeps getting worse all the time.. 

Ahhh another fight

Life is really tough sometimes. You feel like you are going somewhere but somehow it doesn't seem like it. You want to be happy and you try different things that will actually make you happy. But then those things start becoming a problem and your happiness is taken away. Life really sucks sometimes. What ever you do, just doesn't seem to go right. When work is really crazy and you don't have a way of relaxing you turn to someone dear to you and then they want you to be there for you and they want you to actually forget who you are and expect you to be there for them. How fucked up can this be. Screwed up pile of shit this life is. I just want out sometimes.