Three Weeks Without you

Oh so I did it..

I had to..

You left me no choice..

I wish there was an easy way out..

But there didn't seem to be..

I thought this was whats best for both you and me..

I wish I didn't do this..

I put all the cards on the table..

I left you to decide..

And you did..

But why did you decide..

You could have not decided..

You could have said "I don't wanna do this,

You mean more to me than this"..

I would have listened..

Now i'm hurting inside..

Never thought I'd feel this way..

I guess you mean more to me than I could have ever imagined..

I feel devastated..

I feel as if part of me is dead..

I dunno if you feel the same way..

Everything is just in a daze..

I feel so spaced out..

Time is moving very slowly..

Each day without you seems like a lifetime..

This just isn't how it should be..

I just want to come to your doorstep and stand in front of you..

Like in the movies.. where they separate..

And the guy goes in search of the girl and finds her..

And they realize that it was a really bad idea to stay apart..

But I'm really very scared to do so..

Wish there was a sign..

And I could come and get you..

I can't seem to be able to find the will to carry on like this..

It seems impossible to stay without you..

Three weeks have passed..

I dunno if I could do this any longer..

It has only been three weeks, since we last spoke..

But lord have mercy coz it seems like a lifetime apart..

Please don't keep me wondering in this life..

I think I need to always be by your side!!