Mixed Emotion

I've felt all these emotions a human could possibly have before. It has been a long journey so far! and I've wondered if there could be anything different to look forward to!!

But lore I’m feeling it right now! It’s a feeling that cannot be explained! it’s a combination of several emotions at the same time.

I've heard the quote of "butterflies in your belly" before. But this one’s strange. So strange that it feels as if a stampede of harmless dino's thumping inside of me.

At the same time it feels as if a bolt of lightning just hit me. I feel as if I’m making a big mistake and walking into misery that would torture every inch of me.
Ah the feeling is unbearable.. Patience is what keeps me strong during this heavy flow of strange emotions.. It’s weird and frustrating but it’s great! Ah I think I know what’s wrong.. But I don’t have a choice but to face it.. If not I would be left out.. And I wouldn't know how could it have been.. Seamless confusion!!!