Mixed Emotion

I've felt all these emotions a human could possibly have before. It has been a long journey so far! and I've wondered if there could be anything different to look forward to!!

But lore I’m feeling it right now! It’s a feeling that cannot be explained! it’s a combination of several emotions at the same time.

I've heard the quote of "butterflies in your belly" before. But this one’s strange. So strange that it feels as if a stampede of harmless dino's thumping inside of me.

At the same time it feels as if a bolt of lightning just hit me. I feel as if I’m making a big mistake and walking into misery that would torture every inch of me.
Ah the feeling is unbearable.. Patience is what keeps me strong during this heavy flow of strange emotions.. It’s weird and frustrating but it’s great! Ah I think I know what’s wrong.. But I don’t have a choice but to face it.. If not I would be left out.. And I wouldn't know how could it have been.. Seamless confusion!!!

Craving for Chicken

Hunger is one of the few cravings that cannot be appeased with another solution.

I've been having this craving for chicken for quite some time now. Especially the mouth watering sensation of savouring a chicken leg in my mouth, mmm.. mm.. deep fried chicken, poked at by sticks and perfect dipping.. hmm.. its worth every penny!

The best part is the variety of dishes - Tomatoes and oregano make it Italian; wine and tarragon make it French. Sour cream makes it Russian; lemon and cinnamon make it Greek. Soy sauce makes it Chinese; garlic makes it good. Oh and dont even get me started about Indian.

But as time went by I realised, that this craving for chicken continued to crawl inside me.. crawling in me like a leech sucking every little drop of blood that it could in every inch it moved! It made me so evil that I couldn't eat anything without chicken.. I'd even walk miles to find a place where I could get my chicken.. my chicken.. I even get very possessive about it.. the look on my face when I get hold of it, makes everyone else feel sorry for me as if it is an innocent childish crave.. a brilliant disguise so convincing that it would even fool a beggar on the street... little do they know that inside me is this sinister desire to devour the meat which I behold.. I would never share it.. not even with my closest friends who would walk all the way for me so that I'd get my piece of chicken.. I'd pay any price for it..

Ohhh I feel like a wild, uncivilized carnivore!